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new lj [Aug. 11th, 2004|01:35 am]
my new livejournal is torch_yourself
which i will actually update, as i have the internet now.

so you may add it if you so desire
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happy mummas day [May. 9th, 2004|05:19 pm]
[mood |hungryhungry]
[music |kill verona-through all of this and learning]

happy mothers day to all. (except my mom of course). i hope she gets hit by a transport truck for mothers day.
but happy mothers day to my nanny for being so cute. (and ditching me to buy flowers in kemptville).
i cant wait to eat. my grandma made me mexican wedding cakes and they're sooo good. and then go home. i am going to have a hot date with mark tomorrow after work, which will be ever so exciting. and i have to finish me law homework and bring it to school, which i really dont want to do. i am a professional complainer.

i really need to cut my hair, as i cant see the computer screen which is 2 feet in front of me. i supose i shall do that when i dye it though. its going to be really short. ahhh!

anyways, i have to phone val about that show. so i shall be off.

ps. YEAY FOR BRAID! i have to but my ticket tomorrow morning
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does it ever make sense? [Mar. 16th, 2004|08:29 pm]
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[music |hot hot heat- aveda]

this visit was weird in so many ways, and has initiated so much thought and so many past memories. the enormous lack of sleep certainly is helping either.
we stayed up all night last night discussing all of high school, past memories, and present situations, as well as occurances while i was away. it was so weird thinking about certain things and people again, certain events i had conveniently put behind me. it seems as though i will never let myself let go of some things, though i know i am only hurting myself by doing so. why do some things turn out the way they do? and is there ever anything you can do, or could have done, to change them? perhaps, if one thing, may it be even the slightest change, had been different, everything as it stands now would be different. but how can you be sure its what you truly want? how can you possibly know if it would be for the better or the worse? perhaps, it is human nature to always want what you cant have, or want to change what is, while in actuality, it could be the best thing for you.
i wonder if what i truly want is staring me straight in the face, but i refuse to acknowledge it. and if and when i discover it, will it be too late? i always have to have everything the hard way. life is no fun without a challenge. life is no fun anyway.
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kemptville should be featured on jerry springer [Mar. 16th, 2004|08:13 pm]
[mood |jubilantjubilant]
[music |at the drive in- one arm scissor]

it seems as though the only time i ever manage to update this useless journal is when im in kemptville. this is most likely because kemptville drives me absolutely nuts and i need time to vent out my frustration (either that or its because i actually have the internet here).
as much as i dread coming here, this time i was actually looking forward to it. kristie and i FINALLY got around to hanging out after a very long, harassment-free 9 months (it was almost a rehab of sorts).
i really wasnt sure what to expect because we ve both changed so much in the past year, i was almost afraid we wouldnt get along... (of course i should have known kristie will always be my wife) it wasnt long before kristie and i were back to our old antics of harassing people! unfortunately, she was crippled and slightly resembled gimpy steve in her mannerisms, but we still wreaked havok while in the comfort of her own home...
i still cannot believe we were stood up by an enraged eggplant! oh eggplant, ill never get over how funny you are. (kristie, i think we are responsible for some serious emotional damage to that boy).
and possibly some physical damage due to a large amount of laxatives put in cake. its funny how kristies mom knows everything...

well hopefully we will not wait so long when we hang out next, (the transit are playing in kemptville in april) kristie, set it on your calendar for our next hot date. and as soon as your cast comes off, we shall pay chinese mike a friendly visit.
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DAVID BOWIE [Feb. 18th, 2004|06:36 pm]
[mood |mischievousmischievous]
[music |the transit war- constant reminder]

david bowie makes me cream my pants. and hes coming to ottawa. want to come with me kristie. i do not believe in updating this useless ramble, but david bowie is a special occasion. the end p.s. matt is sad, everyone cheer him up. find him a lovely girl to love
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happy festivious! [Dec. 25th, 2003|06:50 pm]
[mood |amusedamused]
[music |mineral-july]

so, i have a job interview tomorrow, though i dont recall ever applying for this particular job? (i suppose i should stop my closet drinking. i may regain my memory). what sort of business holds job interviews on boxing day? that completely ruins all my shopping plans, not to mention matts birthday celebration. nonetheless, i need a job, so i suppose i should shut my mouth and quit complaining.

ANYWAYS... i stuffed myself on shortbead cookies all day. my cupcakes didnt quite turn out, so i resorted to shortbread, which happended to work quite nicely, though my grandpa has eaten almost all of them (sorry matt).

i have to leave tomorrow morning (yeay!) and i havent even bothered to pack all my stuff to move yet. ah well, ill get on that...and if i dont ill be back on saturday for dinner, so ill do it then.

speaking of which, *KRISTIE IF YOU READ THIS* : ill be in kemptville on saturday, so if you want we can pick you up on our way home (if you should like to come to ottawa for a few days). we'll be moving out of our ghetto soon and harassing tony will be so much more difficult! so if you want to come, i think i only work on sunday (so you can hang out with cory or something) and we'll return you whenever you grow tired of me. (bring phil along if you like. or adam.) phone me! (841-9830).

im so excited! big fish comes out today! i cant wait to see it! i love tim burton. im definitely having a tim burton movie marathon over christmas break, if anyone should like to join.
well i hope everyone had a splendid x-mas. fare well.
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happy hannukah! oh and christmas to everyone else! [Dec. 24th, 2003|07:21 pm]
[mood |coldcold]
[music |pretty girls make graves- sad girls]

happy 5th day of hannukah!

it feels like antarctica in my basement. the only thing we're missing is penguiins. we even have the husky dogs!
honestly though, does a house really need to be so cold? im wearing my scarf and a hat!
anyways, im waiting for my grandma to make me tea and bring me cookies. i love tea times with my grandma. i always spend the entire time complaining about how much i hate everything (and she's the only person who never seems to mind). we spent the whole day baking tons and tons of yummy food! im going to attempt to make cupcakes later tonight for matts birthday. however, i absolutely cannot cook/bake or do anything related to food besides eat it, so i doubt this will turn out. ill end up forcing my grandma to make them, and if that fails, ill give matt the remainder of the cheesecake he made for my birthday (i think he'll never know).

well, tea is ready! have a great christmas eve to all and to all a good night.

my grandma's priceless moment for today: i told my grandma i was going to be a nun and she replied, "you know, nuns dont get any".

nighty night.
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stranded !! [Dec. 23rd, 2003|09:54 pm]
[mood |indifferentindifferent]
[music |the mars volta- televators]

im stranded in kemptville for the next few days...which only means many livejournal updates, as there is nothing else to occupy my attention here, besides packing up my room to move it into our new house. ive been here a total of 4 hours and im already anxious to go home. i suppose i should take advantage of the situation though, as i have so much to do when i get home: -buy matt a birthday present -start looking for a new job -possibly try and get in contact with kristie -start moving into our new house speaking of which, i absolutely love my new room. its charcoal grey!! i need to go to ikea soon to buy some new furniture for it. i found the greatest stuff there. i'd buy the whole store if i could. i also need to get a print of starry night by van gogh for my wall. a room is not a room without a van gogh painting. i swear when i move ill never ever leave my room! (im such a hermit). ill sit alone and listen to mineral and read kahlil gibran all day. (not like i dont already do that.) anyways, i suppose i shall end this pointless ramble and do something productive with my life. (i.e. go upstairs and listen to my mix cd that matt made me and read the prophet) good night! (have a great holiday!
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yeay for livejournals [Dec. 14th, 2003|06:06 pm]
[mood |accomplishedaccomplished]
[music |mineral- lastwordisrejoice]

ive finally accomplished my life's goal of getting a livejournal. if only i had something to write in it. oh well, im special for being a live journal user.
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